love u.........

thats my adorable cousin sitting next to me. he is the reason why i love little boys. when i was young i used to kneel in front of my bed everyday praying to god for a cute little baby bro. 0ne,two,three,four and more years went by and i realised that god wasnt going to give me one.

i cried,raged and threw tantrums and still i was the only child. then i resorted to the only thing which gave me comfort.PRETENCE. i started playing with an imaginary kid( of course when no one was looking).

this doesnt make me deranged or anything...im perfectly normal , just as anyone with siblings or no siblings would ever be. infact it made me a better person because ,even though i was petted and cajoled and cuddled and what not by my entire family,i never knew what it was to be spoilt.

i think i was rewarded for this very quality of mine . very soon this lovely boy in the photo was born. (not to my parents ofcourse,but it made no difference to me)

he loves me as his own sister though he meets me quite rarely. when his eyes light up at the sight of me,i do sincerely believe that all my pretence,or shall i say penance paid off..........

i will always LOVE LITTLE BOYS.